1. |
Keep On Driving
04:09
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Driving
I’ve been holding my breath
and dancing on a cliff
but, the air’s been good
and there’s room to hold on
the clouds that laugh and douse me
keep me shaded from the burn
there’s been to be some straight road
around the next turn
So I keep on driving
yea, I keep on driving
I keep rolling and riding, braking and colliding
tank it up and crank it up again
there’s no stopping when the key to one’s surviving
is to keep on driving
so I keep on driving
The road has gotten rough
the map no longer true
the vehicle is steady
much older now than new
and the course that once was clear
has blurred with many turns
but, there’s bound to be some truth
behind these lessons I have learned
repeat chorus
With the wind in my hair
and the sun upon my face
and the radio playing songs
that lead me to another place
beyond the obligations and attachments
and commitments to this life
I’m barely living, merely surviving
so I keep on driving
repeat chorus
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2. |
Plastic Veneer
04:11
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Plastic Veneer
If somebody says it long enough
everyone will think it so
and so it is for aging warriors
and the emperor with no clothes
I believe this dusty stack of illusion
must be packed and stowed
so it goes for unknown composers
who no longer have the spirit to compose
All I can say is
what’s inside I hold dear
the foundation is delusion
the glue is made of tears
entry is forbidden
you can’t get passed here
this ever mighty façade of thin
plastic veneer
If somebody says it loud enough
everyone will surely hear
over the rumble of the masses
above the grinding of the gears
but, I believe this yelling contest
has finally drained me of my voice
or so it goes for little boys who finally grow up
against their choice
repeat chorus
If somebody says it real enough
the truth must surely shine
even passed the darkness of this melancholy mind
there’s a falcon with a fading hope
still looking at the sky
standing on the precipice
without the will to fly
All I can say is
that this empire’s made of air
the fountains are confusion
the river’s wind nowhere
the gate is ever guarded
though the contents disappeared
through this impervious façade of thin
plastic veneer
All I can say is
what’s inside I held dear
the foundation was illusion
the glue was made of tears
entry was forbidden
nothing could adhere
to that ever mighty facade of thin
plastic veneer
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3. |
Healing
03:44
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Healing
I wanna feel you
wanna wrap my arms around you
give you comfort
make you warm, make you
feel it too
make your heart beat ever faster
guide your spirit safely passed
the storm
I gotta feel life
escape this sadness for awhile
with a glance back through the miles with you
you gotta feel life
beneath the endless aching grind
old lovers yet entwined anew
And I can fill
the emptiness inside
make the loneliness subside
and I confide
every deed I do for you
helps to heal and cure me too
and I feel you
and it heals me anew
I wanna feel you
wanna wrap my arms around you
give you comfort
make you warm, make you
feel it too
feel the earth and wind and rain
‘cause the fire burns again
in you
And you can breathe
an air of life into this soul
my feelings overflow
when you confide
that my heart still reaches you
and my touch, it pleases you
when I feel you
it heals me anew
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4. |
Drowse
04:58
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Drowse
I know you think I’m crazy
but, I think we could have a good time
and I know you think I’m playing
but, I feel I think I’m changing inside
and I know I think I’m thinking
but, I’m simply winking at time
and I know you think I’m crazy
but, I wish you’d come along sometime
Come on lazy in the shade
and then maybe you can save me
from another day’s drowse
come on hazy in the day
and then baby, I can save you
from another day’s drowse
come on baby, all the days, they haven’t fazed me
I’ve been saving all my strength
in this drowse
come on lady, just as crazy
I’m thinking maybe we can share
a summer day’s drowse
I know you think I’m crazy
but, I’m sane enough to comprehend you
and I know I’m climbing out upon a limb
that could snap right in two
but, I hope you’re coming with me
to that vast wild yonder of blue
‘cause I can’t see the reason
behind spending one more day without you
repeat chorus
I’ll lift you up
I’ll take you down
I’ll turn you upside down
I’ll pick you up
when they break you down
I’ll turn you back around
I know you think I’m crazy
and I seem to be coming unglued
but, I can’t see the reason
behind spending one more day without you
repeat chorus
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5. |
Bring It On
04:37
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Bring It On
Standing on the edge of a cliff of faith
with my hands in the air ’cause I just can’t wait
and I’m ready to leap, knowing it’s not safe
but, I’m bound, I must try
‘cause I’m standing on the edge of a blackened space
with a weight on my back and the wind in my face
and I plan to replace this fear of falling
with freedom, watch me fly
World
bring it on, ‘cause I’m ready
bring it on if you’re ready
I’m ready for you
are you ready for me
World
bring it on, ‘cause I’m ready
bring it on if you’re ready
I’m ready for you
are you ready for me
With a swirling wind and a freezing rain
you beat me down with the same refrain
and I fall to the ground and ignore the pain
‘cause I’m bound, I must try
I’m standing on the edge of a grand abyss
with my head in the clouds and my qualms dismissed
by the touch of hope and a smiling kiss
of freedom, watch me fly
repeat chorus
repeat chorus
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6. |
Little Baby
03:51
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Little Baby
My little baby’s cryin’, sounds like she’s dyin’
my little baby’s cryin’ all night long
my little baby’s cryin’, sounds like she’s dyin’
my little baby’s wondering what’s gone wrong
My little baby’s sighing ‘cause I’m lying
my little baby’s sighing all day long
my little baby’s sighing ‘cause I’m not trying
my little baby knows it’s all gone wrong
She’s my sweet little baby, my sweet little baby girl
but, she couldn’t give me what I need from this world
she’s my sweet little baby, my sweet little baby girl
but, I’m goin’ off to find this great big world
Now, my little baby’s laughing, sounds like she’s happy
my little baby’s laughing and singin’ songs
my little baby’s laughing, he makes her happy
my little baby’s moved her life along
She’s my sweet little baby, my sweet little baby girl
but, I couldn’t give her what she needs from this world
she’s my sweet little baby, my sweet little baby girl
now, she’s flyin’ off to see this great big world
Now, I’m the baby cryin’, sounds like I’m dyin’
‘cause my little baby’s cries are all gone
and this little baby’s cryin’, ‘cause he’s dyin’
it’s far too late to right what has gone wrong
oh, my little baby, what’s gone wrong
oh, my little baby
oh, my sweet little lady
oh, my little baby’s gone
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7. |
Somewhere
03:17
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Somewhere
Somewhere behind the rooftops
the sun goes down
somewhere behind the laughter
there’s a frown
looking for that someone
who’s looking to be found
somewhere behind the lightning
comes the sound
Somewhere
people smile though they’re down
somewhere
they laugh
somewhere
open country calls my name
somewhere
it all makes sense, the game
Somewhere behind the meekness
there is fight
somewhere within’ the darkness
there is light
reachin’ forward constantly
suddenly we see
somewhere in the distance
the starting line
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8. |
Watching the World
05:47
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Watching the World Go to Hell
We can’t stop until we’ve drained every drop of oil
though the air keeps getting warmer
the seas have yet to boil
every single beast we slaughter
so every human’s fed,
extinct is life’s diversity
and we’ll follow where they’ve led
And the strong keep getting stronger
on the backs of all the meek
and the weapons of enforcement
are more potent by the week
so you better watch your step
if you’re one of those who speaks
you must be a terrorist or traitor
you’re outta line, your future’s bleak
Watching the world go to hell
watching the world go to hell
maybe it’s just the truth that’s pushed all hope into the well
and it leaves me
watching the world go to hell
Profoundly human faith in stories
scribbled down in bygone lands
simply as a tool to rule
the tribes of early man
are reasons now to kill and die
and defend with all our swords
for these are the words of god
passed down to lead the human hoards
We’ve got people making laws
bought by ignorance and greed
and yet we still elect them
and pay them for their deeds
we keep giving up our rights
because we fear what we don’t know
and it’s better to give up freedom
then to let dissention grow
Watching the world go to hell
watching the world go to hell
maybe it’s just the bleakness of this dark and hopeless cell
that leaves me
watching the world go to hell
We idolize the pretty idiots
they put onto the screen
and put to work our brightest minds
building military machines
defending all that we create and own
by threatening to destroy
we are merely highly evolved gorillas
brandishing dangerous toys
But, there’s a plague a comin’
and it’ll take us all
immune to killer pills
invading humans great and small
and harsh laws can’t clamp down
on a rogue disease
and laser guided weapons
will do nothing to appease the cells
Watching the world go to hell
watching the world go to hell
maybe it’s just bitterness, I’m sick of heart as well
I’m barely breathing
watching the world go to hell
Ever hopeful, ever youthful
suddenly older and headed for old
the grayness and the illness
loudly beckon from the cold
I know without the clock
the time is now to rectify
and I can feel the wind and taste the breeze
and hear the time fly
Watching the world go to hell
watching my life go as well
I’m weak, but breathing, as far as I can tell
watching my life, oh well
watching the world go to hell
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9. |
What Doesn't Kill You
02:19
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What Doesn’t Kill You
What doesn’t kill you
must surely strengthen you
What doesn’t fall
just the way you planned it,
not at all
no one ever handed
you the ball
so, you never scored
but, you never fall
you’ve taken the blows
but, you’re standing tall
What doesn’t kill you
must surely strengthen you
What doesn’t kill you
must surely strengthen you
You’ve been confused
you’ve been discouraged
and abused
you found the will
to be amused
at every offer
they’ve refused
play through the pain
it’s just a bruise
It’s the news that they’ve finally
seen the light
It’s the feeling you’ll get
when it works out right
It’s the dream that’ll guide you
through the night
What doesn’t kill you
must surely strengthen you
You’ve seen it all
over again
you’re ten feet tall
chopped down to size
you’re very small
you’re always sure
but, you’re never called
still, you’re running right back
at the wall
What doesn’t kill you
must surely strengthen you
What doesn’t kill you
wills you
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10. |
Nowhere Fast
00:50
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Nowhere Fast
Where does come from
where is it leading me?
Nowhere fast man
nowhere fast man
Where does it come from
where is it leading me?
Nowhere fast man
nowhere fast man
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11. |
Reelin'
04:15
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Reelin’
Yea, gotta get my feet back on the ground
Yea, gotta spin that feeling back around
Singin’ sad to happy in a song
Sayin’ it’s alright, when it’s all wrong
Yea, when you start spinning way too fast
Yea, you gotta slow it down and breath at last
Low to high and weak to strong
Gotta make it right, when it’s all wrong
When I’m reelin’, then I’m feelin’ fine
Then I’m feelin’, then I’m feelin’ fine
Am I basking in the light or am I blind?
‘cause I’m feelin’, ‘cause I’m feelin’ fine
Reelin’
Yea, the patterns match, the colors clash
Yea, the bad is good, the great is trash
The wager high, the odds are long
Gotta make it right, when it’s all wrong
When I’m reelin’, then I’m feelin’ fine
Then I’m feelin’, then I’m feelin’ fine
Am I basking in the light or am I blind?
‘cause I’m feelin’, ‘cause I’m feelin’ fine
Reelin’
Reelin’
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12. |
Maze
04:48
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MAZE
Out of this maze
I wanna feel my way
Out of this maze
I gotta think my way free
Where desire meets the fire and all the water in the world
can't cleanse it
deeper than the intellect and written
in genetic code
jealousy and fear replace the trust
with what is owed
evolving but revolving backwards,
I must turn around again to get
Out of this maze
I wanna feel my way
Out of this maze
I gotta think my way free
Touching in the darkness
and the world outside is gone
with all entanglements suspended
but, for the one you're climbing on
it's only after, in the consequence
the feeling changes tone
where betrayal meets the heart
and the soul is left to find its way
Out of this maze
I wanna feel my way
Out of this maze
I gotta think my way free
I keep running into walls,
as I clamor to be free
I keep running into walls,
walls I didn't see
but, I've been here before
I know the rules, I must
turn around and try again
and stop running into walls
running into walls
Out of this maze
I wanna feel my way
Out of this maze
I gotta think my way free
Out of this maze
I wanna feel my way
Out of this maze
I gotta think my way free
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13. |
Pile of Crocodiles
02:50
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Pile of Crocodiles
I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
keep the rhythm of the apathy
in a fire ant pile
choke down a glass of cynicism
soaking up the style
and I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
You can poke me with your attitude
and punch me with your guile
I’ve got an easy disposition
and I’m awfully hard to rile
I can take a lot and still I’ve got
this altered, crooked smile
and I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
And I’ll take it as it comes
and I won’t turn and run
‘cause I’m a whole lot tougher than I’m fast
I’ll stand here, I’m a wall
like a soldier, proud and tall
‘cause I can suffer, I’ve seen rougher and I’ll last
‘cause I’m tougher, been through rougher, I think I’ll last
I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
I’ll keep talking as I’m walking
every muddy mile
and I’ll toast the big gators
with their ‘I got mine’ smiles
and I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
keep laughing as I’m passing
every meaningless mile
and I’ll toast those big gators
with their ‘I got mine’ smiles
and I’ll smoke to the indifference
I’ll smoke to the indifference
I’ll smoke to the indifference
in a pile of crocodiles
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14. |
Overwhelmed
04:25
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Overwhelmed
Monet time duties
commitments and fear
anxiety and panic
frustration ever near
Obligations and expectations
falling short of the mark
struggling, ever failing
the truth is hiding in the dark
All I ever wanted
is what I’ve got
I’m captain of my helm
instead of tears I should be smiling
instead of being happy
I’m overwhelmed
Around the twist
I would barely be missed
instead I persist, to exist
such as this, such as this
Bottles smoke and song
still help me get along
even though I don’t belong
and deep inside there’s something wrong
deep inside there’s something wrong
All I ever wanted
is what I’ve got
I’m the king of all my realm
instead of tears I should be smiling
instead of being happy
I’m overwhelmed
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15. |
Writing on the Wall
05:49
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Writing on the Wall
Your footsteps first, the screen door squeaks, you open up the door
your purse laid down, your shoes come off, you tip toe across the floor
I smell your sweet perfume as you enter the room and slip into our bed
you’re hoping I’m asleep, but I’m into deep, I’m wide awake instead
last verse (I’m hoping I’m asleep, dreaming lost and deep, that it’s only in my head)
Back then the church bells rang, the children sang and promised everything
we made our way through the everyday, never doubting anything
but, I was weak and blind, now I see the signs I didn’t see before
as you tip toe secretly across the floor
I may not be a PHD in deep philosophy
with the answers to the mysteries and reasons for it all
and though I’ll never be a doctor of your anthropology
baby, I can read your writing on the wall
The morning comes and I wake to something new I never planned
nothing to be said, just thoughts in my head of you and another man
you had your suitcase packed and your cds stacked in a box out in the ford
as you softly secretly slipped out the door
leaving nothing but our portrait on the floor
repeat chorus
Baby, you and me, we had a certain style and chemistry
I studied you, you studied me, but now it’s only history
I thought I’d rest, but failed a test I thought I’d passed so long ago
I find myself holding on instead of letting go
my heart won’t learn what my head already knows
repeat first verse
repeat chorus
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I Should Know Me (Better Than That By Now)
I was just thinking as I was drinking
that I could be much more than this
It’s a decision, based on a vision
of a poor man, suddenly rich
I was scheming or was I dreaming
that a beauty came my way
I was a giant and I had clients
and things had surely gone my way
I should know me
let the truth be
I ain’t goin’ nowhere now
there’s no calm sea
and no free me
I should no me
better than that by now
I stopped my cryin’ and started tryin’
like I could see the light of day
But, all my thinkin’ got me to drinkin’
until the day had passed away
repeat chorus
I should know my feet are on the ground
I should know my way around this town
I should know my heart can still be found
with you
How did I get here, drowning in cheap beer
it’s all me, still I blame you
you left me moping, time I started coping
I think one day I’ll start anew
repeat chorus
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Matt Kjeldsen Austin, Texas
With well over 1000 songs to his name and about one hundred independently produced and released albums over the past decades, Matt Kjeldsen is a veteran of the music industry and the eclectic Austin, Texas scene. His sound ranges in tone from irreverent to sublime, from angry to resigned, from simple tracks to grand soundscapes, from singer-songwriter to avant-garde groove designer. ... more
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