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Damaged Songs from a Still Beating Heart

by Matt Kjeldsen

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1.
Look Behind You since I looked into you and you looked back at me I’ve tried to just go on and pretend you’re just a song. you helped to write since the dream I once knew was cast aside and torn in two every day fades to night every word hides in the shadows where once was light but every once in awhile I think of you and I smile every once in awhile you’re in the corner of my mind but, in the corner of my eye you’re not there to find and all the while you’re away getting on with every day too caught up to hear me say look behind you and you’ll find me standing there since I’ve turned your last page and moved on with the days and the nights every right is somehow wrong every note is just a song you helped to write but every once in awhile I think of you and I smile every once in awhile you’re in the corner of my mind but, in the corner of my eye you’re not there to find and all the while you’re away getting on with every day too caught up to hear me say look behind you and you’ll find me look behind you and you’ll find me look behind you and you’ll find me standing there
2.
About You, I’ve Been Thinkin’ I wonder if you wonder about me do you think of me anymore the clock won’t stop another day is gone I won’t see you anymore but I’ve been thinkin’ about you again wondering how you’ve been where are you now my friend I’ve been thinkin’ about you all day your face never goes away where are you now sweet lady I see you now like you used to be do you think of me that way time’s so restless another year is gone I’d love to wake to you and say but I’ve been thinkin’ about you my friend and I hope we never end with you there’s no pretend I’ll be thinkin’ about you all day ‘cause this bed is where I’ll stay let’s don’t bother to see the light of day but I’m not with you and I won’t be soon but I’ve been thinkin’ about you yea, I’ve been thinkin’ about you I’ve been thinkin’ about you again wondering how you’ve been where are you now my friend I’ve been thinkin’ about you all day your face never goes away where are you now sweet lady I’ve been thinkin’ about you I’ve been thinkin’ about you I’ve been thinkin’ about you
3.
Some Other Time, Some Other Place some other time, some other place I’ll find someone to replace the love I had with you the love that we once knew some other time I’ll find another face some other time, some other place another chance, another spin perhaps this time, I’ll win I’ll choose the place to fall when I run into that wall and get back up again perhaps to even win another start, another spin life tossed me up and up I’m down again I go up you shook me up my love I’m down again I climbed so high just to fall down, down again some other time, some other place I’ll find a bond to replace, the friend that you once were how meaningless your words some other time we cannot replace some other time, some other place life tossed me up and up I’m down again I go up you shook me up my love I’m down again I climbed so high just to fall down, down again
4.
Never Again 05:19
Never Again I didn’t count on her for love but now it isn’t quite the same she’s the one I’m leaning on she’s the one I’m leaning on she loves me and she’s the one I’m gonna hold she loves me and I’ll never be quite the same I wanted to be free from love and keep the world inside myself she showed me things I need to know she brought me joy and helped me grow she loves me and she’s the one I’m gonna hold she loves me and I’ll never be quite the same love doesn’t come for those who hide it only is for those who share she wanted to be free from me she took the heart from inside me she loved me and she’s the one I should’ve held she loved me now I’ll never be quite the same
5.
After We Laughed you finally came back how long I’d waited for that we finally kissed after we laughed how long I’d waited for that all those years spent away from you I don’t know where I’ve been and though I say it’s been fine you’re all that stays on my mind you’re reaching for me now it comforts me somehow we finally kissed after we laughed how long I’d waited for that
6.
Rain Eyes 03:18
Rain Eyes when I left her there in the rain soaked air and boarded that train to God knows where I was feeling pretty low but she let me know my tears were not alone my fears were overblown my faith was in her hands only she could understand the feelings deep inside I could no longer hide she cried she cried and she made me come alive when we kissed goodbye I saw the love in her eyes I sat in a bar and played my guitar to a noisy crowd that talked too loud to hear my songs of love gone wrong and shattered dreams for hours it seems but my mind is kind and the time unwinds to a girl whose eyes emphasized my life she cried she cried she cried and she made me come alive when we kissed goodbye I saw the love in her eyes
7.
There’s Always Someone New lyin’ there, the covers off your feet I can see you’re cold when I’m feeling so you’re all I know you’re all I know but you say, you’re not the only one I love you’re not the only one for me call ahead if you need you’re not the only one I need I often claim to have no need of anyone, just let me be but deep inside it’s so you’re all I know but you say, you’re not the only one I love you’re not the only one for me call ahead if you need you’re not the only one I need one day I’ll realize what I loved behind your eyes too late to ever know what it was that made it so though I search for something new nothing new is all I say I’ve seen it all before simply in a different way now I say, you’re not the only one I love you’re not the only one for me call ahead if you need there isn’t any room left next to me you’re not the only one for me
8.
Alone 04:01
Alone it’s lonely out today it’s lonely everyday but it would be so right if you would stay with me tonight it’s lonely out today I’m thinkin’ everyday you could make the winter warm if you could mend what you’ve torn I’m so alone I’m so alone I’m so alone I’m so alone the mood has gone away the memories all fade you’re just a face I see behind which there’s no mystery the face I see I’m so alone I’m so alone I’m so alone I’m so alone
9.
Leavin’ It All Behind so much seems to have changed since I looked into your eyes life seems so very strange since we said our last goodbye you, I’m hopin’ to change your mind you’ll think of me and you’ll find you’re leavin’ it all behind you, when you’ve played out the grand design your search will lead to find what you’ve already left behind nothing seems to make much sense the quest for things and compliments ‘cause when you look through the pretense only love is so intense you, I’m hopin’ to change your mind you’ll think of me and you’ll find you’re leavin’ it all behind you, when you’ve played out the grand design your search will lead to find what you’ve already left behind we had found the key it had set us free it was meant to be for you and me but you, you’re leavin’ it all behind you’re leavin’ it all behind you’re leavin’ it all behind so much seems to have changed since we said our last goodbye you, I’m hopin’ to change your mind you’ll think of me and you’ll find you’re leavin’ it all behind you, when you’ve played out the grand design your search will lead to find what you’ve already left behind you, you’re leavin’ it all behind you’re leavin’ it all behind you’re leavin’ it all behind
10.
Just Because 04:29
Just Because why can love be so strong how can love last so long singin’ it in every song just because just because in and out of reality someone tell me why I can’t see if you’ll please release me just because just because just because I love you even though you’ve found someone new and even though I said I’d always be true you left me blue you left me here just because just because just because just because hearing songs that seem to rhyme counting loves to pass the time still your name continues to chime within my heart just because and I’ll ask you once again will you tell me where she’s been I didn’t want her as just a friend just because just because just because I love you even though you’ve found someone new and even though I said I’d always be true you left me blue you left me here just because just because just because just because
11.
Living Without in the evening when the snow is falling the sun is fading, you hear me calling but answer me, you could not take the time I reach for you and call in vain you turn to me, but don’t know my name I’m standing here and you don’t hear me crying ‘cause the time we spent together is through and the words we shared together weren’t true and the same old tears don’t mean so much to you ‘cause you’re gone and you’re living without me the bridge is crossed, I go on trying my life is new, but I’m still crying you’ll never know the me I lost to you and the sun will shine, it will not darken life goes on, there’s no room for the past and there’s nothing left for me to say ‘cause the time we spent together is through and the words we shared together weren’t true and the same old tears don’t mean so much to you ‘cause you’re gone and you’re living without me and the singer sings a song of joy about a silly girl and happy boy and I remember times when love was all around and the summer sun is warming slowly the path we walked I now walk solely our time is past and now I’m all alone ‘cause the time we spent together is through and the words we shared together weren’t true and the same old tears don’t mean so much to you ‘cause you’re gone and you’re living without me
12.
Another Christmas Without You I wonder if you wonder about me do you think of me anymore the snow won’t stop another year has gone I won’t see you anymore but I’ve been thinkin’ about you again wondering how you’ve been another Christmas without you my friend I’ve been thinkin’ about you all day your face never goes away another Christmas without my sweet lady I see you now like you used to be do you think of me that way the caroler’s songs seem sad and wrong on this melancholy Christmas day and I’ve been thinkin’ about you again wondering how you’ve been another Christmas without you my friend I’ve been thinkin’ about you all day your face never goes away another Christmas without my sweet lady but I’m not with you and I won’t be soon but I’ve been thinkin’ about you and I’ll be singin’ about you on Christmas day I’ve been thinkin’ about you again wondering how you’ve been another Christmas without you my friend I’ve been thinkin’ about you all day your face never goes away another Christmas without my sweet lady Merry Christmas baby Merry Christmas my dear Merry Christmas, maybe I will see you next year

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This collection of mostly bitter, love and loss songs, comes from Matt's earlier days. These fresh recordings and productions still carry the pain and emotion of a younger man playing the game of life and living to sing about it. Recorded and released in 2018. All instruments, voices and production by Matt Kjeldsen.

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released February 22, 2018

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Matt Kjeldsen Austin, Texas

With well over 1000 songs to his name and about one hundred independently produced and released albums over the past decades, Matt Kjeldsen is a veteran of the music industry and the eclectic Austin, Texas scene. His sound ranges in tone from irreverent to sublime, from angry to resigned, from simple tracks to grand soundscapes, from singer-songwriter to avant-garde groove designer. ... more

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